I have a confession.

...I read thru this, and my confession is that 90% of what sayuri said matches me as well, especially the smile and hurting people parts.

Im capable of self mutilation but only on parts that dont belong ie warts and stuff, I tried the emo shit...let's say my body, while i can withstand being punched, kicked down, deep fried and and the back of my foot ran down by a 4wd, but...that stuff isnt for me.

Also I have a tendancy to use people at times, if I feel you become useless I'll pull back away, I tend to keep away physically away from people and I somehow see myself in many other people's situations.

I also have alot of regret in my heart, the only way i keep my sanity in line is coming here (online), gaming, helping others and course, belittling other's as I see it.

Im also brutally honest and while i might "soften" the truth to a few special people, Im still capable of hurting everyone I have ever spoke to, so honestly, you can all die.


Im also an attention seeker, if you read this, you just gotten so low even a low rider can't get this low

 

I was trolling some religious fanatic on a different forum, and I said "sounds kinky" or whatever all casual like, then he was all like

'well that's me'.

Then I asked him what kind of things he's into then I started to list what I was into.

Once he caught on and called me some mean and harsh names.

But that list makes me feel disgusted and physically ill, it's a representation of what my sex life has devolved into and while my hedonistic side loves it, from an objective standpoint, it's gross and unnecessary. It's a similar feeling to when you fap, and afterwards you ask what the fuck is wrong with you or think to yourself 'gross'.

 

I like pickles.

 

...now this is a side to Nat that I dont see often.

Another, Im capable of being utterly repulsive, not to just scare girls i dislike but to just be myself.


Throw a chip at me, Ill rub it into the ground, cough, wipe again, and eat from a fast food floor.

IN YOUR FACE-AND YOU WILL WATCH/VOMIT!

 

i confess that i eat the last cold pizza in the fridge ><

 

Commence cudgel/cane waving.
I confess, sometimes its hard to give even the slightest damn on things I know I should.

 

Disgusting sex is the best kind.

 

In the mud via anal?

 

I like to needle the person I like until they lash out, verbally or physically.

 

But do you continue until you curl into a ball and wish they died?

I do~

 

I once got banned from a IRC for purposely trolling on the server.

 

I'm an goth with blond hair. Don't judge me.

 

once ate 2 foot long subway subs

 

I'm also an otaku and a gaming nerd. In other words a fucked up piece of shit.

 

Tentacles.

 

Same, is there a problem?

...sounds awesome...may we see?

3 here.

Im not joking, you wussies...

Enjoy or just feel like saying that?


Here is another one, I just figured out why people enjoy guro, they arent looking at the mutilation, it's the small parts that arent damaged or have been high lightened by the damage done.

My confession is thus...I UNDERSTAND WHY.

 

I got left by somebody, and it hurts a lot .

 

No cause if you would puke at the sight of my face.

 

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OMG!

 

Pimples/lots of piecings?


Or car crash victium?

Alll free, gotta love staff meetings that are catered XD